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ahh.

1 more week left to the start of m i s e r y again.

anyway, I just ended my 6 weeks of special semester. i love my class! the class is really different from what you have in normal sems. everyone’s relaxed, friendly, helpful to one another. and my teacher, cikgu sew! gosh he’s one special teacher. haha! the things he say can wow you. a super straightforward teacher but is super nice.

And i love my cerita 666 group mates! haha. our skit was a blast. jag as the cheeky oily man ghost, kavi as the nerdy student, raymond as ‘utt’, and me as the banana ghost! will show you all the video that our classmates took. haha

but seriously, im rather worried abt the results of this module. my results of my tests arent really fantastic and im so afraid the $611 spent on this module will be wasted.

IF you are everything to everybody, you are nothing to yourself.

perhaps I care too much how I portray myself to others or how others see me. I must keep this in mind!

muskies! rmb our chalet on 26-28 june~

i’m going to learn malay during special sem. hopefully it will pull up my pathetic cap. *sigh

你 原来在我身边
我 却一直没发现 ♥

Krystal! your face seems glowing with xin ku-ness. happy for you! =) dont speed on your expressway eh. go slow and steady~

PAM! you will be back in a few more days time. 3june! we all miss ya though it’s nice able to have most of the house to myself, ableto use the com anytime i wan, etc. XP just joking eh. im sure there’s a lot for you to share when you return~

HUIYING! hope you are well and back into the pink of health. if the smoking by your colleagues are getting too irritating and unbearable, move away from them okay? dont worry about being octracised or sth. anyway u are going to work there only for 1 month or so. health is more impt~

SHARON! wahs you thinking of getting married le ehs. hahax. i think out of the 5 of us, you maybe the first to marry. must invite all of us to your wedding k. sad we cant stay in the house we imagined in secondary school. rmb? haha~

arghs. busy busy busy. MSE camp is giving me headaches. slightly regretting taking up the post. ahh.

I had sort of started work at starhub. Gonna work at starhub roadshows. the first major one will be at suntec PC show from 12june to 15june. Me and my friends will be in the verification team. it’s supposed to be the easiest of all. but with many stuff to rmb, it doesnt look easy after all. haha! now, im having 4 hour trainings on certain days at some ulu place at ayer rajah. very freelance.

And i just worked at a spiritmakers workshop at Lianhua primary. cute but ‘dirty’ kids. haha.

one even asked me if im married. *am i that old?! -.-

anyway, going to Zhengde primary school on 19 june. hope it will be a blast again and that pam can join me. then i can see the pro at work. haha

i have my emo days too.

my exams are finally over! =)))) wah this week of exams is rather stressful and suay. i fell sick few days before my exams started. what luck. haha. anyway it’s over, so i will try not to think about it. anyway here are some updates of my life:

1) Going to KL with my family to go with my sis and brother to LCCT on 16 May. quite excited! haha

2) Was elected as vice president as Material Science And Engineering Student Interest Group. (super long name rite? haha. quite a mouthful) hopefully we can be upgraded to society this year! it’s going to be a rather challenging job cuz of the number of foreigners in my course. i still cant believe a china girl who is now the treasurer said that we are not friendly. HEY we did try to include u guys in our activities. it’s hard for us if you all dun open up. takes 2 hands to clap you know. hmphs.

yay, im going to spend my time fruitfully this 3months break i hope! planning to go for special sem in July. learn malay perhaps. haha! going to play dota, shattered galaxy till siao! going out with sl and exercise as he keeps emphasizing. =P

arhhhhhhhh. programming is killing me. i have been doing a small bit of the program for a few hours alr. AND IT STILL CANT WORK. wth.

on a happier note, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARON!

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tots of changing course keep appearing in my mind. kuanhe’s quite right. we, the lousier ones, are ‘supporting’ the clever students. but, i still quite like my friends here in MSE. at least i made it to a uni right.

even the darkest hour has only 60 mins.

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krystal pam me going to watch sharon sing tml! i hereby wish sharon all the very best! =) huiying: hope to see u around soon!

before u guys read this entry, be prepared! im going to complain once again. this blog is going to be avenue for my never-stopping complains for the next few weeks or so.

it gets harder each day…

my hell week is almost over. yet im getting more pissed off. tired of finding out that my efforts do not pay off.  angry that my friends, who claim that they do not study and have no idea wat’s i++ and ++i is about, score better than me. he’s one who smokes, clubs, plays pool as if he dun have to study. he’s one who dun go for tutorials, lectures and asked me to help him with his studies. maybe im wrong. but i always feel that hard work DOES pay off.

another friend who seems to suffer the same fate as me says, ” Effort without luck is like a bird without wings.” true?

im beginning to feel that lady luck has not been kind to me ever since university started.

crap. cant even do my first programming lab. starting to understand how pam feel last sem.

feeling so dumb this few days.

went to study with 2 friends on monday and realised i dun understand half of what they are talking about. i dun wanna repeat the feeling i had last sem. shitty shit SHIT.